you know he watches don't u. always. you still his lil gurl and as we remember him 2day i hope you know he is proud of you wherever he is that even though he wasn't around you turn out all great and Hot. lol, so smile b. life gets even much better.
Saturday, July 9, 2011
daddy's lil gurl
you know he watches don't u. always. you still his lil gurl and as we remember him 2day i hope you know he is proud of you wherever he is that even though he wasn't around you turn out all great and Hot. lol, so smile b. life gets even much better.
Friday, July 8, 2011
Thursday, July 7, 2011
this song gets me thinking about grandpa
Florence And The Machine
Between Two Lungs
Between two lungs it was released
The breath that carried me
The sigh that blew me forward
Because it was trapped
Trapped between two lungs
It was trapped between two lungs
It was trapped between two lungs
And my running feet could fly
Each breath screaming
We are all too young to die
Between two lungs it was released
The breath that passed from you to me
It flew between us as we slept
Slipped from your mouth into mine it crept
Between two lungs it was released
The breath that passed from you to me
It flew between us as we slept
Slipped from your mouth into mine it crept
Cos it was trapped
Trapped between two lungs
It was trapped between two lungs
Gone are all the days of begging
The days of theft
No more gasping for a breath
The air filled me head to toe
And I can see the ground far below
I have this breathe and I hold it tight
And I keep it in my chest with all my might
I pray to god this breath will last
As it pushes past my lips as I...
my 1st crush
Today my quite time gave me the words “in any situation look up to God because he gives you the strength to face you problems not flee from them”. I got the message. Trust me I did. Except the whole morning I could not get me grandpa out of my head. Lying on that hospital bed like his last breathe was near enough out with speed. Never have I seen grandpa so feeble. Never have I been in the same room with grandpa and not hear him say “maame-Anna so where are we going”. He was always full of life. Always knew the coolest things to say.
Grandpa In his old age, still a ladies’ man. Frankly am sure I would have falling for him if he came during my time. Intelligence just gives me butterflies and that was grandpa. When I go to visit and complain about how am tired of learning, grandpa would be busy writing a list of books I should go buy for him to read. He said “’cos I want to keep learning till am out of here.” Shoot! Old man was not my favorite when he was in one of his intelligent moods. Having a grandfather who was so learned, men! You wouldn’t wana hung around too long to be lectured. After all I get that for daddy every time. Lol. A smart guy once told me I exert a pull on people with such charter and charisma.
But today am sad. To know deep within that with all the “it will be well-s”, he would be leaving soon. To know I wouldn’t hear him say my name. To know he keeps forgetting who I am every time I go Visit. They say you don’t know what you have till it’s gone. I think it’s rather you don’t know what you have until you see it slipping away and you can’t do nu’un much about it but just pray and wait it out.
Every time mummy said I should go visit grand pa I’d be so reluctant ‘cos the old man just talked too much. Damn! Don’t get me wrong I love my grand pa. He is and still would be one of the 1st men I had a crush on. Yeah blame me but he had swag in his old age. I mean girls want a good guy but as much as every guy dreams of a threesome(oh please you do and you won’t get it) we girls also like bad boys (in wonder land, just in wonder land that’s all) I remember my sister Deborah’s first few words we. “oh I have stopped, this is the last time” ‘cos every time we went to grandpa’s, immediately he saw us, he would throw his cigar on the floor, step on it to and say “oh I have stopped, this is the last time”. Funny, but it never was though till far later in life.
You should have seen grandpa at my matriculation. White suite, white Benz. Men! Dude just loved the life. It was just fun to just keep repeating “no he’s not my dad, he’s my grandpa”. I wish he’d come visit in his white Benz again. I wish to hear him say my name again and know it’s me he’s calling. After all he gave me the name “maame-Anna” which later become “maana” ‘cos my lil sis decided to change everybody’s name at home while learning her 1st words. *rolling eye balls”. But grandpas don’t remember me. Grandpas don’t remember my name guess at this point what every memories we shared are all with me now.
Every time I hear song “between to lungs” by Florence and the machine, it gets me thinking about grandpa. I love the words in that song. You might too, my next article.
Grandpa In his old age, still a ladies’ man. Frankly am sure I would have falling for him if he came during my time. Intelligence just gives me butterflies and that was grandpa. When I go to visit and complain about how am tired of learning, grandpa would be busy writing a list of books I should go buy for him to read. He said “’cos I want to keep learning till am out of here.” Shoot! Old man was not my favorite when he was in one of his intelligent moods. Having a grandfather who was so learned, men! You wouldn’t wana hung around too long to be lectured. After all I get that for daddy every time. Lol. A smart guy once told me I exert a pull on people with such charter and charisma.
But today am sad. To know deep within that with all the “it will be well-s”, he would be leaving soon. To know I wouldn’t hear him say my name. To know he keeps forgetting who I am every time I go Visit. They say you don’t know what you have till it’s gone. I think it’s rather you don’t know what you have until you see it slipping away and you can’t do nu’un much about it but just pray and wait it out.
Every time mummy said I should go visit grand pa I’d be so reluctant ‘cos the old man just talked too much. Damn! Don’t get me wrong I love my grand pa. He is and still would be one of the 1st men I had a crush on. Yeah blame me but he had swag in his old age. I mean girls want a good guy but as much as every guy dreams of a threesome(oh please you do and you won’t get it) we girls also like bad boys (in wonder land, just in wonder land that’s all) I remember my sister Deborah’s first few words we. “oh I have stopped, this is the last time” ‘cos every time we went to grandpa’s, immediately he saw us, he would throw his cigar on the floor, step on it to and say “oh I have stopped, this is the last time”. Funny, but it never was though till far later in life.
You should have seen grandpa at my matriculation. White suite, white Benz. Men! Dude just loved the life. It was just fun to just keep repeating “no he’s not my dad, he’s my grandpa”. I wish he’d come visit in his white Benz again. I wish to hear him say my name again and know it’s me he’s calling. After all he gave me the name “maame-Anna” which later become “maana” ‘cos my lil sis decided to change everybody’s name at home while learning her 1st words. *rolling eye balls”. But grandpas don’t remember me. Grandpas don’t remember my name guess at this point what every memories we shared are all with me now.
Every time I hear song “between to lungs” by Florence and the machine, it gets me thinking about grandpa. I love the words in that song. You might too, my next article.
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
do all you can
see this road. it could pilots to anywhere you want it to. But in the closing stages everybody dies .as you go, so many things could occur. As you progress so many people would come by your way. Some you would leave behind and some you would cherish and leave with forever. So many decisions you would have to make. Time is for everybody and time likewise is for no one.
So live life to the fullest. Be with the people you love and cherish who love and cherish you. B with the people who like you for who you are and would fight with you because the love you. Make you self happy and make others happy too. Life looks long but its realty short.
It’s eerie how some things that happen in a split second can change or sustain you decision about something, someone or a situation. we all like to believe that we had time to think about things but truth be told when a situation in life comes our way we choose to either handle it because we know it could go bad or end unfavorable to us or procrastinate because we have that feel that any day anytime it could be handled.
It’s comical how a day with a friend, a loved one, a family member can change soo much about you and the way you think or behave in life. We have a billion alternatives to everything and as much as there are different ways to fix a situation it all comes down to one. so choose your path and live but remember to take responsibility for every single decision you make
My memory verse for my day 2day said
“Do all the good yOU Can.
In all the ways yOu can.
For all the people yOu can.
While yOu can.
So live life to the fullest. Be with the people you love and cherish who love and cherish you. B with the people who like you for who you are and would fight with you because the love you. Make you self happy and make others happy too. Life looks long but its realty short.
It’s eerie how some things that happen in a split second can change or sustain you decision about something, someone or a situation. we all like to believe that we had time to think about things but truth be told when a situation in life comes our way we choose to either handle it because we know it could go bad or end unfavorable to us or procrastinate because we have that feel that any day anytime it could be handled.
It’s comical how a day with a friend, a loved one, a family member can change soo much about you and the way you think or behave in life. We have a billion alternatives to everything and as much as there are different ways to fix a situation it all comes down to one. so choose your path and live but remember to take responsibility for every single decision you make
My memory verse for my day 2day said
“Do all the good yOU Can.
In all the ways yOu can.
For all the people yOu can.
While yOu can.
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