make your list

its hard being myself
when i have so many things
and so many people hooked to me

some i can handle
in few seconds
and some assistance would be needed

wierd how freedom canbe explained
as being able to do what ever you want

when what ever you want
is when every smile hides a tear

when every smile comes with
" how am i going to go through this"

when i have a whole list
of what i need
but can only have
number 1 and 99

if everybody has to shout
" i need ............."
the wolud would be filled with
" we are out of ..............."

give me time, and money
and patience and and and
and forever