Subside Capsize Suppress

We Subside. Dip too deep
Capsize it. It turns and over turned
Suppress everything. Prohibitive
Collapse to lower level
Turn over? Naah just a tip over
Contain the sting, sentiment, impair
Slip the tolerance,
Vice versa. The feels upturn
Hold back the joy,
Gain the grants but cave in the will
My laugh, your smile, gradually tips
The memories curb the pain
The years settle your mind
The fear topples my feels
The thoughts bottle up, the voices submit
Torn apart. Descends the merger
The space to upend the experience
Hanker to become again holds back the fear
Feel for the once felt crashes the past
Fear is deposed, we smile
For a little while the doubts suppress the joy again
But for the memories the anger subsides
But for the new told and untold Capsizes

Heed

I can make my own decisions. You know I can because you can too. I know what am doing ‘cos am old enough. Everybody has a burly pride when it comes to making decisions. Especially when the decision results in a good upshot. Enthusiasm over powers our emotions just because we feel a superior intellect of pride that we made a good decision. Little do we know that whether you ask or seek little guidance for making a decision, its till been prejudiced of some sort. Sometime circumstances happen and we don’t know how to grip ‘cos we torn between decisions. Then we think and think and make a decision mostly based on the last and final thoughts that come to us. I can hear it too, the misgiving, the firmness, the realism, the literature. Some say don’t make a decision when you are happy or sad hoping that we make a decision with the other plenty options time and resolution has given to use. In our time, there no more (yes or no)s. So many answers have been giving to simple question. I hear it to the voices saying that’s not it it’s this. No this is not it it’s that. Sometimes when a lot of voices keep saying the same thing no matter how hard or not willing you are you should listen. As much as we all like to believe that we make our own decisions it’s never so. As much as we would like to call ouselfs smart and aged, we are never too old to learn something new. Every cliché has a vice versa. I hear it too when I told myself I grew up to make my own decisions.

Undemanding

That what we are full of. In the image of God but not the thoughts. Egotistical beings we are. Always seeking to please ourselves of other’s misfortunes. But we hide behind the excuse of just pleasing one’s self. We walk around pointing figures when we all have learnt constantly the other three points to us. Everybody starts most of their sentences with … “me. I’d never do that”, when all we do is “that”. The easy way out is to point out that is what you want to do. They say it’s called rights, privileges, summed up words made by few who lived before us. The easy way out is when the way gets so easy it gets out

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iMSck ("Chukwunasalumokwu)

as humans, the only time we see a problem is not a problem is when its not ours. then as fast as the speed of a bullet, the words * your problem is not the worse in the world* surfaces. am not gonna lie and say it ain't a problem but am not also gonna lie and say wallowing to show God that he don't know you got a problem is the best way. when i met you i loved your style, you intelligence and the fact that you could turn a sad moment into a bright 1. it was as though i was seeing my reflection. you don't find you kind around that much any more.

To see you sad like this makes my heart weep. its true the sun would not shine everyday else you would probably be as gay as always at this particular moment but that don't mean you should let it rain for that long. tomorrow will come and you'd see its not that bad. so cheer up sweetie, everything would be just lovley before you know it. mwuah

silence

that mist
that quest to voice out
that sudden shut
so serence
dont mean you dont know
dont mean you dont understan
feels like peace
feels like a lovly understanding
like a hush so loud
the deaf can hear